I am sneaking off on a getaway with my husband this weekend. We are going to a large B&B. I am so excited, I cannot wait. No computer, phones, noise. Just us.

I had a good day today. I spent the first half of the day in meetings with the management. I have a blurting problem these days. The management suggests some change or other. Then there is silence. Then they look at me, because they know I usually have something to say. I open my mouth and say whatever I feel like saying. Like I don't need my job!!! So far, my feedback has been received really well and appreciated. I really like feeling like I am contributing something to my organization that may make things better for everyone. Two of my most beloved coworkers are moving on. I have learned so much from these women! I have blubbered in both of their offices, said embarassing things, been encouraging, encouraged them. As they leave, I will be second in seniority on our management team. What is the world coming to? I am happy for them. We will be okay.

On the other hand, I went to check in with my consulting job. And they offered me a job again, this time with a huge salary. It is so tempting. But I really can't go there. My work at the Dot is not over yet. And the benefit package is not as good at the other place. It is flattering to have the offers. And sad that I just can't have both!! I would welcome the challenge that each position brings.

I think February is my favorite month. Black history month, a month of love, it is short, there is a national holiday in it, and unpredictable (leap year). Plus, red is one of my favorite colors. Then there is watching my third grader wrap a shoebox with tin foil and draw hearts all over it for her Valentines. She slowly wrote her name in cursive on each Valentine. I remember those days in grade school- so much fun.