I am thankful for hope and belief today. There are so many things that can be discouraging. I was really disappointed for the first time in a long time of Friday. I found out that someone I trusted was REALLY not who I thought they were. Their intentions towards me were not pure or kind. They are looking for me to fail and to be unhappy. So then I go through anger, thinking about revenge, and then just really sad and disappointed. I am not sure what to do to fix the issue, it is not something I can turn the other cheek on (I think?). I have to address it one way or the other. Today I am hopeful about the future, and thankful for today. I believe!
I feel so distant from my church, support, and fellowship of Christians. A lot of it is my fault. I have pulled away from others at times, am not involved in everything because I am busy. I am just really sad about the lack of connection, and pray for something to change. We have missed a lot of church this year. George and I have been married for 13 years and have NEVER missed this much church. I know we need to re-engage. I really believe that faith has kept us together and helped us to build the marriage and family that we have right now. Sigh. I'm praying.
Anna is still a sunshine, and KJ is still my favorite son. George is gorgeous. My job is challenging me and growing me. Life is good.
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